broken bonds and unbreakable bondage
20/20
it’s the mistakes which broke us then brought other things, people, places together now bound…
Aligned
as we lied on the gates guarding our breath my nose nestled in the nape…
Sun, Moon Me
the sun stimulates the moon manipulates the sun creates the moon innovates the sun generates…
Belly of the Bellower
Her breath, bellows my flame.
Love, Freedom, Peace
oh! what more could I give? And what would I not give? To give into…
Inferno
if flames flicker I figure our figure will furnace eternity eternally as reality falls into…
Wandering to Wondering
I’ve wandered mind body spirit on soulful quests manifested in flesh and I’ve wondered pondering…
Living Liars
there’s this lie one that you must know about me I wrestle with it more…
Secret Bliss
I made love to her a time or two not in ways I once knew–…
Wine in My Cup
if I were to imply I’d imagine grapevines pumping my heart’s fill of, red wine…
Movie Bye’s
if I told you not to, go would you? life isn’t a movie and yet…
Back to Reality
I elevated my mind stimulants fuelled a cathartic state battling still contemplation the war between…
Theory of New Growth
when you have new growth and you grow in a place outside which you first…
My Mama Veered Left, but We ALL-RIGHT
I just found out… before my mom went back to jail she started using again…
I am Good
remember me because I am good I protect the weak I am as kind as…
Spiritual Creatures
passion has no form preference nor shame it is constant heat an overwhelming inferno embodied…
Broken for the Broken
I don’t want to be healed they need to be felt I need someone to…
The Better to Lure You With
the better I write the more I may draw you in to me you may…
All We Have, Is
you and me tied together, destiny don’t you run from me I’ll run to you…
Where Will You Be?
when I am free where will you be? where will you be, when I am…
Timing, when Time is Up
a lifetime wanting to be seen by the wrong crowd that same time spent looking,…
Take a Hike/Hint
and when does diligence, become delusion? and will, wishful thinking? on what rock, called island…
Transient Speech
those words their intention holds me suspended those words though unintended leave me defenseless those…
Unlivable Creations
if only if only she’d allow it if the universe would let, me proceed, in,…
Genies
I wish and I know genies privilege has always sparkled like a magic lamp I’ve…
One of One
fire of my fire passion of my passion purpose of my purpose could you see…
Off Kilter
I miss you or I need you but I’m Independent I think though I depend…
Room For Error and Aliens
can I please have room for error social relations I’ve been alien to oh, and…
And Then I Rose
Josiah I woke up this morning to you smiling at me then I realized it…
Sun Lessons
Part 1: Josiah What’s up JI know I keep calling you something different, I like…
Sometimes You Gotta Hurt Feelings, to Heal Hearts
even in relationships friendships sparked a connective camaraderie forged in the fire of external forces…
Relayed in Per Diem
and I leaned upon your shoulder then laid atop your lap melted by the oven-like…
The Evolution from a Complex
Dear White Woman I think I loved you to a fault a fault of self…
Displacement
I cut the air between us with a blade of grass plucked from the earth…
A Reach
I desired to hold your hand when I reached you didn’t know that I was…
Know Me Better
how can I forsake you was it not your conducting that created me your keen…
I See You Mama
I see you mama don’t be led astray by these deceitful people, nor let the…
God Process of Creation, Martyrdom, and Matriarchy
Russell created Young R.U.S.S. to experience WayOfLife God created human beings to experience God’s self…
Reflecting to my Son
reflecting on where has my life gone remembering everything that I ever did wrong sometimes…
Believed in a Dream
I don’t know which came first was it the dream or the belief, that one…
Osmosis Immortality
the ideas we love the idea of love people they are.. we are, fungible pieces…
Whose Feelings are These?
I don’t know if if if if I have e if I have emo if…
Peace Born of Yesterday’s Tomorrows
coming forth as you gave unto me in the womb of your light amidst the…
Fallible Makeup
Some think the system is perfect We know it isn’t and We will make a…
Lower Mind
I hope you..??… I’m hoping you don’t think me disgusting but right now I’m lusting…
Not as Crazy as I Once was
I know you may think I’m crazy I know this may sound irrational like projected…
Until They Can, I Will
I have to be what I couldn’t be for beings that have been but can’t…
Ra-Hotep
if not grace propelling love to create how would I be love creates peace creation
Got a Grip
you want me to come out a hard worker’s grip- calloused but callouses peel and…
Twin Flames
she travelled the world I couldn’t yet we connected spirits traversing space I journeyed her…
Special Touch
heat’s touch would melt me- both to, and to be- but for now, I exist…
Carry On
her branches, stubborn as rigamortis her foundation, deep as roots her trunk, wide as family…
Siren-ity
as the winds settle the feather lands as the air thickens the lungs expand as…
Lower’d Self
We- could be more. You- just like them meant to be, more are more but…
Is There, Is She? Then Where, When?
is there a sentient being out there coupled for me one named woman designed to…
If You Saw What I See
change is all around us but we refuse it you refuse me you refuse us…
Through Me, to You, and back/ You Two, Plus Me, Equals Three
I was always there helping you just look I was always there shedding light just…
More Through Me, to You, and back/ You Two, Plus Me, Equals Three
@itude
passion is my reason passion is my excuse passion is my triumph passion is my…
Advice
advice on love don’t! advice on feel touch advice on hearing shhh advice on seeing…
Even Still
I can’t swim but I’d jump in a body of water with you I trust…
Theorizing Sex
I wonder are asexual organisms lonely? do they look at the companionship, shared amongst their…
Dear Diary,
how do you court a ghost, phantom, angel, goddess, or spirit? with patience, surrender, or…
Untitled
I felt your fingers from beyond imagine my surprise the only touch my spirit called…
Jubilant Bridge
she’s so much a light- she causes me death, so that I may live. she…
Wonder
I wonder, do you think of me? if so, tell me…? if not, keep me…
Existential Namesake
looking at you is akin to seeing the unseen I can only see your name…
Unplanned Destiny
I wish they’d understand me I wish they’d understand it nothing goes as you planned…
Picture Perfect
Picturing Pictures within a Picture- though the Big Picture, never alludes me, smaller Parts working…
Bird Drawn
your words paint my disposition my intuition is spirit driven you give my spirit vision…
Untitled
painted poetry, and poetic paintings art plus art is, two in one, Heart and, two…
Dreamt
I dreamt, a deep and intimate dream I seldom speak of one of wholeness vulnerability…
Evolving Dream
Give a Beat · "Evolving Dream" by Russell Wardlow A once hoped for, and seemingly…
One last time
If I could just talk to herone last timeif I could just hear her voiceone…
Projection Deflection
If a person stands in their truth, they are seeking attention. If self diagnosed, they…
Riding the Emotional Hump
I’m inconsistent insufferable overbearing and insensitive at times I say I’m passionate but I may…
Rapped Tight Prose Verse
I’m tired of living this life I’m tired of living this life I had to…
Neurotic
I do NOT have it all together. I don’t know why nobody gets that. I’ve…
Friendliest Foes
Agreement often times creates ignorance and blindness it’s in the face of opposition that we…
Belly of the Beast
Deception, the etymology of her dialect she sang like sirens luring me blissfully into my…
Avarice Society
Why is it so hard for us to create healthy changes to our perception, thinking…
Fighting Odds
If the faculties I possess, which help me to identify my emotions and react with…
Peeping Through My Window Part 4
“Peeping through my Window pt 4” I’m a boy. From 2007, I left my group…
Peeping Through My Window Part 3
“Peeping thru my Window pt 3” I’m a boy. Relationships, where do I even start…
Peeping Through My Window Part 2
“Peeping through my Window pt 2” I’m a boy. We all gotta grow up sometime…
Peeping Through My Window Part 1
“Peeping through my Window Pt 1” I’m a boy. We have this patriarchal society that…
Pressure
Ran from too many lectures and pressures, back pressed to the fire exit doors Jump…
You Don’t Know How I Feel
You don’t know how I feeel …inside you don’t know how I feel …inside you…
E=MC^2
Life is your economy fueled by energy, empathy and economics on this journey the car…
Missed Fortune
When I was stuck, you was just a phase when I only saw myself, you…
Made for two
I said I miss herI heard she missed me tooimpossible bullseye;feeling kiddishdays you missed being…
Attracted to you
Full and luscious lips-cherry black as her African rootsdefined necklinegraced from a symmetrical jawlineconnecting a…
Your Love
I feed your love cuz I need your love I breath your love I bleed…
Mind Your Heart
How much can the heart bear? you can’t answer that with mind’s logic only heart’s…
Better if I Say it
Gotta get used to talking about myself if I want the world to know me…
No middle
I only feel when I’m threatened or stressed I have to go thru something to…
Cultural Wardlow
I’m a cultural war I’m a culture at war I’m a casualty of war I’m…
Grew up, I’m-prisoned
I grew up mother incarcerated father deceased I grew up as a foster child and…
Space
This space is made for me made for you made for two I’m made for…
P.O.W.E.R.
When it comes to matters of power, the human in us is first reluctant- That’s…