is there a sentient being out there coupled for me
one named woman
designed to correspond to my soul’s design
knitted within my divine tapestry
capable of swimming the nautical miles of my depth
endowed with extra-sensory adeptness that can transverse the frequencies of my spirit
one that can hone with intuition the feeling of my words without words exchanged
a creation that can race in lock step with my ambitions
a siren of my yearning
an oracle of my visions, able to draw out the abstract lines of my consciousness into her own symbols that register an impactful and complimentary meaning to her senses
an energy in this world manifested into intimate and romantical tangibility
a connection that journeys with quantum leaps into infinite and parallel realities where we find our self safe sound serene and serendipitous in this life as one
a feminine equal that can both unguard my fears as we cater to one another’s, coming out on the other end resolute in our fearlessness together
is someone or something like that even real
could I even see her, or her see me
would I be ready and receive her
or destroy her presence, like my own?
unable or incapable of preserving anything and anyone with worth
the culture around blankets me with an ominous disregarding of value
and often I mirror that same attitude upon myself
and those closest
but I’d like to imagine myself ready to be complete once she found me
because my eyes may be too jaded to find her
seeing her for what, who, and how she is
regardless of where and when she is
just as long as she, is
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