the power I have
is from, the power
I do not have
the power I do
not have, is from
the power I do
not choose, nor impose
excuse me
therefore, I am empowered
I Am powerful
this fact is not a fact
nor belief, nor has it form
it is a knowing
fueled by spirit
intuited by feel
abstract connections made
of things before me
I wheel circumstances
into driven conditions
sensation can not detail this
power, this sense, which
empowers us all once
understood
Spirit
Air Flow
just breathe
mindfully
too much wind
will make a tornado of earth
a hurricane of water
and drive a fire wild
Re-membered
Remember?
Re-member.
your being, being
dismembered
so to memory, being
lost
who you are?
what you are?
how, you are?
Remember?
Re-member.
you are the individual, indivisible
you are the separated, inseparable
you are a part of a Divine Oneness-
creative consciousness, without form
form distracts
form subtracts
form is to interact
formlessness attracts
formlessness contracts Truth.
a universal whole
family of One
a sacred body of eternity
you are member of All things
and all things, member to you
Remember?
Re-member.
this is your sacred truth
every atom of creation, is a part of you
Remember?
Re-member.
you are not separate
although, you think separately
your thoughts become you
therefore, your speech separates
and you become, separated
but even this, is impossible
your belief, no matter how strong
can only misunderstand
what is and has been created
but can not change, Truth.
your separation is only illusion
lies you are told
the lies, you believe
are the lies, you live
but you are no liar
only mistaken, forgotten
Remember?
Re-member.
no belief, no matter how strong
can change you part to the whole
the infinite unseen and formless body
of God
only differentiated in flesh
your soul, has been created for all of time
your spirit is your eternal life force
it can not be recreated, nor perish
it is not yours
it belongs to the All
Remember who you are.
Re-member what you are.
Remember how you are.
Remember?
Re-member
Disposition
I am happy
circumstantially,
I have no reason
to be.
as for, ‘to be’
universally,
I have every reason
to be.
some thing deeper
influences me
observations fall short
illustrating truth in me.
contrary the sagacity
of most erudites
some inscrutable thing
spawns light within me
simple words fail
empyreal, ethereality
surreal, outré?
ineffable? definitely.
from within I live out
shape shifting the perceived
external conditions merely teach
and fail to define me
Love, Pizza’ Pie
there is an intimate lesson,
in pizza. the dough must uhh
be open. Pliable, allowing itself to
be filled. Molding in such a way
that serves itself, and the other
equally. Then willingly changing
its soft nature, to a crust. Hardening
to keep everything within, in place,
and safe. The crust’s new role, is to
protect, not dominate. Nor imprison,
submitting to a higher balance of one-
ness. Now, the crust and the fillings,
complement one other. Indivisible by
make and name. Tested by fire.
Once complete, celebrating unity in their
new name–a metaphor for coming
together, as one. Never again being
separate. Because that would be their
unsavory undoing. Fore, their dynamic
is rooted in unity-a powerful formula in
service to all things. But All is lost, if
crust and its fillings, can no longer be
called…Pizza.
Wandering to Wondering
I’ve wandered
mind body spirit
on soulful quests
manifested in flesh
and I’ve wondered
pondering
mind body soul
on spiritual excess
expressed in flesh
oh, and I admit
lucid thoughts
culminating in
beads of sweat
but what would one expect?
I’m still a man
and at some primal level
I’m just a man, at best
my animal inclinations
no different from the next
for years
I’ve gone without
soul searching
with higher ideals achieved
exempt of sex
urges repressed
then mindfully suppressed
vivid thoughts and feelings
digressed
and as the years live on
old memories stretch
but I’ve wondered
now that one chapter
begins to close
as I rapidly happen
upon the next
wondering, what’s next
more and more
maybe even more than ever
I contemplate sex
in mutual ways
which align with my
new understanding
the theatre of domination
has lost its role
and now I seek
a combination of souls
vibrations applauded
by the sounds of flesh
spiritual excess
two sacred spirits
consenting, condensing
relenting, then relentlessly stretch
an ebb and flow
a kaleidoscope a colliding souls
a giving embrace
both responsive at all
levels of consciousness
summoning all senses
at the spirits most densest
time travels of eternity
lost in the confusion of
uncounted minutes
projections received
as one seeks
then discovers
the other receives
then uncovers
the prodding back and forth
of breath and flesh
is just a surface dialect
but as the tri-unity of bodies intersect
a deeper ethereal experience manifests
and once I was
only a man, at best
wandering, pandering sex for sex
but I’ve wondered
what could it be,
like
to have out-of-body experiences
in quantum galaxies
of absolute expressive realities
in the relativity of flesh
changing the dynamics
of the one dimensional
dominion of role dominated sex
where the slightest caress
is a spiritual retreat
and soulful conquest
as accepted entrances
no longer intrude
but excavate
escalating explorations further and beyond
with each harmonic prod
synchronicity
changing the landscape of depth
words lose reason and phrase
a new language raised
unclothed in assented,
incremental breaths
and I’m more than just
a man at best
It’s been so long
but this is how myself,
and understanding more,
first met
I’m just as fulfilled now
with the mystic wonders in my head
than the memories stretched
of shallow surface sex
as for how it will be?
it will be.
and that is enough for me
the chase,
ruins the meet
collisions are far from the peak
accepted mystery, is mastery
but sometimes
I escape from my spirit
to my flesh
because a man
loves to guess
so instead of wander
I wonder
mind body soul
then I
digress…