She say that I’m lucky, she said cause she loves me
I asked, what do you study, she said, criminal justice
Ahh, you put me on crutches, she said she wouldn’t judge me
I asked, well what do you want
She said what’s wants over needs, I asked, well what do you need?
She said she wants what she needs
You talking in riddles tell me what do you mean
She said, ‘mean’ is just average, she shoots for the stars and she landed on me
That gave me a laugh, she kissed me and blushed
I said we shouldn’t, she said what shouldn’t we Russ?
We shouldn’t rush
She said we shouldn’t wait, I said what if it’s lust
She said what if it’s fate..
There’s a lot that I been through, there’s more that I’m going through
She said she loves adventures and there’s so much more we can go through
I said I seen it all, she said not what I’ll show you
I asked how do you know? She said I know because I know me so I know you- we are one in the same
Baba Ram Dass- only that in you which is me, can hear what im saying
Love
Blues
You got the blues, you lookin like ‘well what’s new?’
You ain’t been hurt in awhile…’cause you haven’t let no one else through
You feel a lot safer when you closed off
You feel less sacred with your clothes off
You feel real naked when you go out
Attention isn’t really what you about
It feels more real when it’s one on one
But it hurts too much from the one on one
Especially when you feel like he the one
And then he adds company, you like “bye boy cause I’m not the one”
I see you stand strong on your own two
But it’s been too long on your own two
You ain’t about Russian, you American, you ain’t about rushin, that’s the wrong move
You ain’t trying to be anybody’s property, you don’t want to let a man own you
You don’t want just any man on you
Being strong, you don’t have nothing left to lose
These men don’t change and the days seem the same, oh girl, yea you got the blues
Go Girl
Go head girl, get ahead girl
But don’t be giving head and don’t be spreading your legs girl
You lost playin it safe, now you living on the edge girl
Keep your distance from those predators, don’t keep sharing your bed girl
Sometimes the company you keep will keep you from comfortable sleep
You may lay awake scared to see your face in a dream,
Because the things you faced chasing your dream
The best thing you can do is think
Don’t try to numb it in a drink
The best thing you can do is blink
In that mirror above your sink
Don’t sink, never crawl up and shrink
You may not be far from the brink
It’s easy to fall in the dark, you may feel like you fallin apart
But you came too far just to fall
Never stray far from your heart, remember to follow your heart
And…go head girl, get ahead girl
Son Symbolize
In here, every day I am Sunzu
Every day is a Sunday
Because every day is my son’s day
Every day I’m missing my sons’ rise
So every day I’m on a mission to vision the sunrise
Every day my tears end up sun-dried
Every day I can’t wait to see the sun outside
Symbolize, every day I’m in wait of seeing my sons outside
Today, there was no sun outside
And so I ate eggs, though I don’t like them, at least they were sunny side
Love will make you
The things that love will make you do
It’s made for two if you make your move
The things that love will make you do
The crazy things he made you do
The things that love will make you do
The amazing things he made for you
The things that love will make you do
Start making room, because love makes a groom
The things that love will make you do
It’s a maze, but an amazing view
The things that love will make you do
An amazing truth, just. made. for. you.
Jaded
I’ll probably jade you and break you
Because I’m a mistake and I shouldn’t take you-
Out on a date, because love is high stakes
I may order steak, but I’ll have my stake
Ignorant of your cleavage, peering right through your breast plate
The only way to cause vampires heartbreaks,
I don’t like vampires, love is a vampire
so many demands I,
I’m sorry my hands tied, I’m sorry I’m anti
Spoon and a candlelight, daydream and romanticize
My heart has been vandalized,
You may have the cure for it, or you maybe too pure for it
I want you to love me and hate me, but hate that you love me and I’ll love you way more for it,
Yet scared of what I may have to endure for it
Love ain’t a sure thing, I’m never too sure for it
It causes that stabbed in the back pain, with no epidural for it
I’ll probably jade you