Russell Wardlow

Racism, injustices, inequalities and their perpetrators never rest. As we speak, Trump is trying to appeal to “suburban housewives” aka “…” by saying they’ll vote for him because he has defunded affordable housing act for low income people so that their neighborhoods won’t be invaded (by…)

He is also trying to not fund postal service admittedly to stop mail-in ballot voting during a pandemic while certain polling locales in obvious areas in order to create the greatest probability for reelection while sowing doubt of voter fraud by mail in voting.

And even here in my state where prison has been declared in a state of emergency because over population and not enough staff yet more maximum security beds are sought to be created which keep people in prison not minimum which work people towards society, and a bill currently sitting on the desk of the governor that could release me right now with repealing portions of the mandatory minimum law that I am under which if he signs, I would instantly be eligible for parole, but he’ll reject it then it needs 33 votes to pass from a senate with too many in his pocket.

So all that to say this

Life is a challenge, and I am pledging my life to rise to that challenge and challenge those that aren’t resting to limit my opportunities and sequester me to certain sections because of the labels afflicted upon me given the past rubble I created then climbed from.

So my personality and identity, way and direction, abrasiveness and empathy, talents and gifts will all be used to push every limit and every societal more and perceptual appeal or preference in order to experience my absolute journey of love light and liberation for myself, culture, and humanity.

So unapologetically I push, because what gives if I don’t? ha get it?

I’m the unstoppable force going against the illusionary immovable object of roles titles labels perceptions class status quos genders power oppression and everyday life here in America that too many are willingly or unconsciously ignorant of, if not all together uncaring and preferring.

Our spirits are tireless, our bodies may grow weary but if we connect to our eternal batteries thru the ultimate source than we will joyfully embrace this tireless fight and existence, which I believe I have been made for.

All I’ve done seen and learned has been in accumulation for a greater idea and purpose, just like all of us, and I mean to see that thru in every way to have the ultimate human experience.

I live to be liberated spiritually, emotionally, culturally, socially, perceptually, unrepressed romantically sensually and sexually within myself as far as body attentiveness and vulnerability with whatever connections I create and goddess that I attract.

I am the rage of a new era, the force of a shadow created then forgotten, the depth found in the shallows, the skin to closeted skeletons, the room for elephants, the shepherd for the blacksheep, the miracle in every mirror, the light of a united consciousness, the boundless fearless love, the willfully wounded healer, the voice of oneness and truth, a bold new way, the WayOfLife.

There is a way and a wave out there that comes, goes and crests, but I am the flood erosion and reshaping of new land, I am the ocean, I am the balancing necessary natural disaster and within me my minds eye and my hearts will, I am infinite and a gravity, force, reality, dimension, consciousness, and planet of my own, and all things I seek and all in my life encompasses that solar system of Me, and that is the universe I am spreading to the world like universities.

A knowledge to be remembered and emboldened, a wisdom to be honed in humility without avarice or ego, and an understanding to be the empathic connective tissue of all living breathing feeling soulful beings.

And this is my WayOfLife-style

As my heartbeats, it is composing musical movements and illuminating paths, I’m not just speaking to the unseen, unheard, and uncared for, nor just centralizing on connecting with those that feel misplaced and out casted to say I’m just like you, but providing the realization of that which you are, more can become of it.

You can create in your pain love passion and indignities, you can architecture a path that provides for you and those to come, you don’t have to only have a voice speaking for you, once you’ve heard that voice that reaches you, you too can now become a voice and reach others, that you too are equally capable of leading as well as following like all greater leaders have had to do first, that you can forage thru any forest and create a fortress where you exist confidently, instead of begging for the space advocation affirmation and validation of others.

You are an island, not just out on one, your privilege is your heart, and you can create a platform from your inherited position, and then position yourself for prominence and peace.

Passion is just intention with intensity, and there’s a process to progress, and that process is poetry in motion.

But if you are overcame by fear then you won’t see the beauty, but if you embrace the fear and choose love, then the world will unveil itself to you and you will be blessed to be misunderstood and perceived as crazy because you will see a reality and truth that most around can’t accept nor see and are too scared to believe in.

Some say you need to see to believe, but I say you need to believe it to see, because what’s in a blind man’s hands is whatever he believes it to be.

All things matter, and you can never not matter because we’re all matter, so be tireless, profess your raw love, leap your cliffs, cry your tears, jump your joy, howl from your spirit, scream out your redemption and achievements because being alive right now is your miracle and makes you extraordinary.

You and I are one in the same, all powerful no matter the pressure, because you make pressure matter, pressure is what you say it is, not what they tell you it is.