Ok, who made this rule of coming on too strong? I mean, I know there is a limit, but why should a person suppress how they really feel, or what they really believe and/or want? If love at first sight isn’t taboo, how then is coming on too strong? I don’t understand, we rather people lie to us and hear their truth on a later date when it better suits you? Who sets these paradigms of required time before this or that? No, No Con-that! I feel that genuine and unapologetically raw honesty, with of course a conscious reverence of the other persons feelings in terms of respect, is more real than some quietly accepted social etiquette of denying emotions. Passion, in some views, has been tarnished and dismissed as being too much too fast. I whether wear you down with my truth so you come along to accept it, then to wait later on shaky waters wondering if the full me is enough or too much. If you leave early, then you’d have left eventually, because why would I want to entertain anyone that couldn’t fully appreciate and accept me? This may come as no surprise, but I’ve scared away my share of people, but I was just shown faster their staying power, and see the real people in my life. I am able to cherish them all more and separate the shallow surface serpents. So being yourself really has no drawbacks, you just find out the truth faster than normal. I prefer to live fast-paced anyway, chance makes champions! I wear me on one sleeve and my heart on the other.
Culture
SuProsd2B-A-Con- women are mutants
OK, time us men admit that women are mutants! I’m educating myself in prison because I have no life and nowhere to go, but increasing my knowledge gets depressing at times! My dumbass decided to try better understanding women by studying the Female brain. They’ve biologically out progressed us men! Their brains mature 2 years earlier and have 11% more neurons and our brains shrink faster with age than theirs! Have you ever wondered why women remember Everything?! Every fight, date, word, romantic encounter/tryst, tender moment, promise, caveat etc and us men get blind-sided because we never remember what we thought was over with! Nope! NO NOO! They won’t let you forget it because they can’t! The hippocampus, the hub for memory, emotion and learning, is much larger and more active in the woman’s brain, including their circuitry for language and observing emotions in others, aka she see’s through you bro! Chances are she ignores it, dismissing you as primitive, but necessary, saying “boys will be boys” ahh they pity us! So don’t do it! Because she won’t forget about it! Don’t forget about it, because she’ll make you remember! Ahhh! We-nev-er-had-a-chancceee! You’re not clever bro, this is science, this is evolutional advantage at its best! Just repent and change, we beat!…we are beat :'( Honor thy woman, or else, because that scorn ain’t no joke!
Imagination – SuProsed2B-A-Con
“Imagination is more important than knowledge”- Einstein
To have boundless imagination I believe you too must have boundless hope. See, I have a great imagination but limited hope. My mom, she has enough hope for all of us and considering her life, that’s a miracle…but I’ve been free and seen people so bogged down by stress, hurt, and responsibility that hope and imagination become viewed as distorted illusions to which no one has time for, I was one of those people. But here in prison, people speak through imagination 24/7 which is passively coated with feverish unrealistic, unrelenting hope. I hear every talk and conversation in descriptive detail of what, how, who and where without the when, and it’s mostly from lifers or people doing 50 plus years, but they don’t let that taper their destination, let them tell it, they will be wearing this, going there, doing that, having her, eating everything, spending it all! Every magazine, TV show, or gossip is a shot at fantasy land and it helps them survive, stay strong and push forward. No one can live for us, so we create our own reality, why speak like you’re already dead? Real life shouldn’t be different, allow yourself imagination and hope. Moral? There’s pro’s to a con, imprisonment brings out insight from inside living that inside strife. It’s never too late to believe, actions are manifested thoughts. Hope hard, imagine hard, then, do believe and become so much more..it can only get greater when you add another aspect of living to life. Others are able to be encouraged by that high spirited optimism, just as I have been. It’s contagious, personify that boundless belief system instead of carrying that unbearable weight of doubt around. You can know so much but become dull with information that is unusable without an imagination to insert it within your life. Dare to escape into your mind from your mess and become more than now, never content, never contempt.
Daughter, Son
Daughter
stand and speak as a proud virgin
Son
there’s strength in controlling urges
Kids
maturity is an inevitability
but choice is still responsibility
never consent to pressures
never find confirmation in measures
Parents
don’t make decisions for kids, limitations expire
teach, guide, build and bond so they will admire
Daughter
you are more than he can give you
Son
there is more depth than visual
Parents
do not be too critical
if they can confide in you, then they may endorse your principles.
Dear Woman
Dear woman
I fail to respect you
Dear woman
I’ve stolen your worth
Dear woman
I take you for granted
Dear woman
I basked in your submission
Dear woman
I lied for your good, to protect you
Dear woman
I just lied again
Dear woman
I am a parasite, I live because of you, not in spite of
Dear woman
I need more guidance than I’ll allude, I can never make my mind up
Dear woman
be my backbone, I’ll give you credit in bed
Dear woman
my role is cemented with me ahead
Dear woman
take one for the team
Dear woman
take care of our family and delay your dreams
Dear woman
extension of me, give me your hand
Dear woman
I’m sorry, forgive me, I’m such a man
SuProsed2B-A-Con: Do more than exist, Live.
We owe it to people to be open enough to understand them, not because everyone deserves to be heard, this is true, but what can you truly learn if you are so closed off and so woven into your own way. Life is about growth, evolution, and adaptation, all of which are stymied by a closed mind and a jaded heart which will only implant blockers on eyes and ears. The bravest thing you can do is not leap out there in assumptions of others, but jumping out there to understand yourself, so to better understand others. Fear factor, it’s discomforting admitting to self that you may be alien to self. So we all need to know in depth how we feel, how it controls the thoughts we conceive, the emotions that arise after which alters our behavior. We need to understand our own what’s and why’s so we can know how. Dare look at your fears and how they control your life and understanding. Fear, just like love, can be presented in many forms. In life, we should embark and embrace, not resist, because that is only a mere existence. Dare to know yourself, so you can know someone else and truly live by seeing the beauty of difference and the divinity of knowledge, only then can we really learn, teach and empower. Don’t assume, find out, enjoy the journey of discovery. So find the comfort in being uncomfortable at times. Teaching is learning twice, life ceases without knowledge. Do more than exist, Live.
I didn’t know what I didn’t know
now I know why I didn’t grow
I tried reaping what I didn’t sow
so, opportunities kissed me goodbye under a mistletoe
I try to right more wrongs than my pencil wrote
had to get comfortable knowing that erasing ignorance isn’t so blissful
I owed it to myself to listen and know more
I owed it to you, to listen and know more