Prison is a unique walk
that is,
if you’re looking to grow and mature
because making it through should be an accolade of itself
it is the physical boundaries of self determination
and self actualization
versus
self sabotage
and self annihilation
and the walk of growth and maturity in prison
almost never happens in the beginning
you have to go through that obligation to darkness
to achieve that opportunity for change
its actually surreal
when the world sees change as a demand
which it constantly stifles
yet sentences you to its quarters
as if it is a cleansing process
all go through and inherit without strife or struggle
but in prison,
change is a reward of long, hard fought battles
that end in many personal deaths
manifesting itself for you in the illusively ending war
as a right,
and if you take it’s hand,
it becomes a matter of how much of you is there left
to even bother taking it up on it’s offer,
unknowning what you have to offer
or even how and where to start
after seeing the truth of humanity
all concentrated in one area
the cost of change comes with
disorientation
survivors guilt
and PTSD in here,
what does yours come with?
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