I think I’m starting to feel this ‘time’ more now
than I have in a while,
it’s strange,
I feel more connected to the pain of seeing people go home free
instead of the happiness I once felt
all the while
I’m still here
and feel more disconnected-
emotionally-
from the people that wait for me to get out ‘free’
and no matter what I do
I haven’t been able to curve this little episodic depression
I wonder if it’s the fact that I’m just so tired of this existence
and ready to get home
or maybe the closer I get, the more anxious and fearful I am
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