deserter

I don’t want to go to war no more
I don’t want to go to war no more
my body is war torn
my mind is a war room
my heart is the war zone
my last name is Wardlow
wounded warring with the world, at my lows
born and raised a vet
though no one salutes
no one appreciates what I’ve gone through
to be where I am now
embodying experiences that differentiates us
but I don’t wanna go back to war no more
I’m an orphaned ward
being a ward
is no award
it scorned my organs-torment
I just want to live with peace please
I see things
PTSD brings-
forth screams
demons
defeats
dis-ease
disease
deceit
and thee
deceased
in war, I deplete
in war, I’m decreased
in war, I’m debris
someone, anyone! shutdown these emotional wars in me
control alt delete, please!