More or Less, My Record

Hello?..

I don’t need a lecture

just for the record

I’m more than my record

just give me a second

I haven’t ate breakfast

you know how it is when you waking up out of sleep

straight from the Odyssey

that we call dreams

but that shit reality

its 2 already?

I need a few calories

u say I’m waking up late feeling bad for myself

so I need a wake up call from someone else

u say that u feel me and here for my help

who says I need help

put those projections on somebody else

I can do bad, all by myself

matter of fact I’m already, all by myself

I’m pushing of coarse, cuz I need some space

I don’t need your perceptions all in my face

I called you ok

but you all on my case

damn right I hold grudges

cuz this feel like judgment

u say u ain’t judging

but what is it when its one thing or the other I get it…

I know u say u see more in me ?

I’m snoring, u boring me

life packed some c4 in me

I may blow up at any second,

while this phone recording me

I don’t care if they hearing me,

I don’t care bout their orders cuz I am no orderly

I am still borderline, as long as those fences still border me

so just for the record I’m more than my record

I’m raw I’m a rebel and wretched

my life is a wreckage

I don’t get no rest or no respite

its hectic

I betcha it doesn’t get better

revel yet wrestle with messes

I won’t leave a message

hold up wait a second…

this sounds a lot like my record

you was right save the lecture.