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Eyes Open

July 21, 2017 by Russell Wardlow 1 Comment

Eyes open with no view in here

Hate fumed with the many hues in here

Closed minds with no room in here

The putrid perfume of doom looms in here

Time stole my dreams, no Martin Luther here

Pictures of my ex-stowed away like souvenirs

Lockdown, lights out

Loved ones barely write now

My sons are riding bikes now

My ex and baby mama got new dudes that they like now

Out of sight, out of mind

Out for mine, alpha mind

Make fire from the alkalines, just to cloud my mind

From these guys with their hand signs pantomimed

I’m dazed in this maze from my ways but I’ve paid the for the price

But dear Lord, I only feel safest at night.

 

 

Filed Under: Culture, Inside, Mercy, Trauma

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  1. ABlackmon says

    June 22, 2018 at 8:37 pm

    “He” said to me …he didn’t mind the last LD cuz he was able to “get good rest”…for a moment I had a selfish thought I miss you when they LD…but then realized how exhausting emotionally it has to be to be on guard 24/7…365 for years at a time…”feeling safest at nite.”…thank you for sharing.

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Prose of a Con is a collection of Russell Wardlow’s prose and poetry written entirely behind bars. Through writings on family, spirituality, freedom, love, justice, redemption, and vulnerability, Russell seeks to show the humanity and hope of individuals like himself who are incarcerated.

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